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I'm sure there's nothing wrong with you, you do sound like you judge yourself a little to harshly. Believe me it most likely is that the women around on the set or where ever you are, envy you more than you realize. If you are into science and literature, then be into it and don't hide it.
You sound like a rare person. I know A LOT of pretty girls with no brains, and no personality. And the "dressing down part". Wear clothes that you like and that you feel good in. If you're worried about people being jealous, shrug it off, and wear it with confidence.
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If people dont like you, f them. How come you don't talk about your modelling life with your friends? Theres nothing wrong with modelling, you proud of it and your TRUE friends should be to Its nice how your really conscious about what other people think. Enjoy what you do, enjoy your hobbies, your faaar from being self centred, you care about other people. SAying all that.
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You'd have to be so pretty that people's eyes just melt in their skulls from looking at you or something. My current gf has something similar although it's not a HUGE problem for her That being said, I've in the past observed that she is often defensive and as a result, sort of 'snappy' with people whom she hardly Beautiful adult ready sex Reading Pennsylvania any rapport with to start Something in all that?
I feel as though I'm in the same boat as you beeoriginal7. Ok, so I don't have a modeling career but everything else seems to reign true for me too. I have very few close friends who don't seem to mind me at all. I mean, I agree, I'm not into the mainstream of things but give me a break.
I left highschool, happy to leave those who ridiculed me to only entre college with the same cycle again? I also feel like I'm living in 2 worlds.
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